I realized I’m more depressed and look more tired and sad. I keep hurting myself,I feel like it’s an instinct. I get angry than I hit my head on the floor.
recently, I’ve been thinking about sh but idk if I would actually do it.
Im have too much anxiety to ask for help.And I start cringing when I say what I’m going through.
I have gon mentally insane before, but I was really good at hiding it.
I wanna sh but I don’t want to kms.
honestly I just need comfort
and I need help.I have been hiding some serious mental stuff from u guys and im sorry
next post will be normal tho :)
nkrt
I'm very sorry that you feel this way, having thoughts of self harm are horrible, but It's not a good idea not to tell people you need help, I suggest calling a hotline number or getting a therapist, hiding this will just make it worse.
QTanimationz
there are so many things wrong with me.and theres so much bad stuff happening to me at a time as if I have bad luck. trust me it’s way more than self harm theirs also homicidal thoughts which I admitted to a gossipy person and now every one is even more scared of me, yea it probably isn’t a good idea to tell everyone
(DONT WORRY I DIDNT KILL ANYBODY OR PLAN TO HURT ANY BODY I DONT EVEN WANT HOMICIDAL THOUGHT I HATE HOW MY MIND IS LIKE THIS)